Wednesday, 23 March 2011

PREDICTION FAILS IN CASE OF CONFIDENCE


End of this story you should feel proud to be yourself. I gonna share what happened in my life and it continues too.
Right from the first day when I started to understand myself, I haven’t seen a person appreciating me bcoz by mistake my appearance at the first sight is not so trustable.

My first battle--> 10th standard exam SSLC
My dad said that this may be your highest level of education. My mom never trusted me so went to temple pray to god continuously. Friends need not to say much, bcoz I am not considered for the race. But the result was –ve (I passed the exam with good marks).

Again second battle-->12th standard exam HSC
I joined a new school located in the hot of my city Vellore. Good to enjoy, play, sleep, and dance. Whatever you want other than studies. I did the same for a year. Again judges came to give decisions. dad said don't worry I ll buy a shop in our hometown for your future needs, it say that definitely I won't pass the exam.mom said for you to pass  10th itself I went to lot temples, I don't no how its gonna happen. Friends here they were little bit different; they were also not in a race. But the result was made everyone to shock, Bcoz I am the school first.

My college life-->
I never thought my college life is again a battle. I enjoyed whole 2years with my friends a lot. After these days again decision maker's cam to play a vital role. Parents started to say that by luck you passed the school level but it is not possible right now. lecturer's laugh at me and said why you were wasting your father's money too thought the same,bcoz I changed a lot after  joining college even I learned a lot but it is out of syllabus(how to smoke, drink, fight with others). So finally I thought may be by luck I passed my school. One thing I left is my friends in college ignited my life again helped me a lot, but for fun they so tell I know you won't pass bcoz you were my friend, for all these  question's I was silent not bcoz of don't no the answer its bcoz of not a right time to answer.
End of college came 7th sem result no one has a interest to see my result including me, I did my outmost level but lost the confidence. But the result made myself to shock 82.7% and cleared all my 3 arrears I never slept on that day. Others don't have words to say.
By 8th sem even my internal marks were low I scored 75%.

I thought end of the story, but reality says that ball is in my court, now I rush to get a job.

Everyone thought that I am some were else sleeping or playing.
After around 7th months I went to college for Alumni meet.

Some ppl asked did you cleared all your papers??????????
I think you were sitting simply in home?
Did you tried for any job?
For all these questions my answer is so simple



I AM WORKING IN HCL TECHNOLOGIES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Nobody knows about others, simply by seeing the appearance one can’t justify others.

My suggestion is don't consider the suggestion by other's as your final result.
Believe in yourself, feel your thoughts, respect yourself.


Why I am sharing my story is after joining here few of my colleagues tease me for my slang of pronunciation and expression of this tool (English).So now I thought to write about myself to give a –ve result. Which they never expect.

Till the end life is a battle.
I SHOULD PROVE MYSELF AGAIN AND AGAIN.